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[Dec. 23rd, 2008|05:19 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
Late night trips to Jack in the Box and Denny's make me happy.
So yesterday, I rolled the window down in my car and it refused to roll back up. This. Sucks. Ass.
I really have nothing to say.. I want some banana bread. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 21st, 2008|10:06 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Soul Coughing - Circles | ] |
I really need to find a job. I just don't want to. My brain is like mush right now and I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack whenever Seth talks to me. Although I use the term "talk" very loosely. It's more like yelling. Constantly.
So, in order to make myself feel better, I leave you with pictures of the one and only Busco. He makes me smile.
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| Will you share your blood with me? |
[Dec. 20th, 2008|02:40 am] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Atmosphere - God Loves Ugly | ] |
I'm totally in love with this picture by Galeya on deviantART. It reminds me of high school.
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| Haha |
[Dec. 19th, 2008|11:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | STP - Sex Type Thing | ] |
So, hey. Did I mention I got fired?
No?
Oh.
Well, I got fired. FOR TAKING MEDICAL LEAVE. AT THE REQUEST OF MY PSYCHIATRIST. The HR department at my work never sent me the paperwork and then sent me a letter saying I was fired for not showing up or calling in to work for 2 weeks. Even though I talked to them the day that my doctor told me not to go back in. Yeah. It's shitty. |
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| Skinned up knees and salty lips |
[Dec. 19th, 2008|10:58 pm] |
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| | Itchy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | STP - Big Empty | ] |
Current obsessions:- Slim Jims - Yeah I know, eww. They are incredibly addictive though.
- Cooking - *shrugs* It's addictive too.
- Scott Weiland - Do I REALLY need to explain that one?
- Japantown in SF - Ichiban Kan, FTW!
- My new guinea pig, Busco - ADORABLE!
He looks like a stuffed animal in this picture. LOOOOVE!
Juan is probably going to kill me for posting his picture. Oh well.
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| this is entirely for shroomarzipan |
[Aug. 2nd, 2006|05:39 pm] |
i got a new monitor this morning. thank god for craigslist. it was free. and it works. which is alot more than i can say for my old monitor.
work has been better the last few days. i don't feel like quite as big of a loser anymore. maybe because i'm actually doing something now other than sitting there staring at creepy pictures of little kids. and there are ALOT of creepy kid pictures floating around the office. the one on the wall that faces my desk is my favorite though (favorite as in creepiest). this kid is maybe like 1 or 2 and wearing a body glove shirt from like 1989 and one of those hats with the built in mullet like you wear in the desert that were popular back in the 80's and he's posing with his hands on his hips and this weird half glare half smile thing going on.. it sort of freaks me out because it stares at me ALL FREAKIN DAY. on the other hand it's wrong of me to say that the kid is creepy for various reasons. most of which are that i would like to keep my job.
i think it's time to go track down some dinner.
oh and not that anyone cares but i really despise fishing. and most everything that goes with it. but in my various searches today, i found a boat that does fishing trips into san francisco bay to fish for giant squid. i don't know why but it made me laugh hysterically. it might have something to do with the fact that i watched the squid episode of good eats last night. |
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| aex macine = sex machine |
[Jun. 6th, 2006|09:38 pm] |
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| | 127.0.0.1 | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Blondie-Rapture | ] |
that subject line up there ^^^ makes me laugh. only cause it's so damn stupid.. see .aex macine. was the title of a really old entry on my OD that i was putting on here the other night and it took me a second to figure out what it meant. i finally figured out that i was talking to seth and sarah and tried to type sex machine but my keyboard had some issues after i spilled a glass of water in it.. that and i can't type for shit so yeah. it came out like that. wee.
in other news MSI is playing at the fillmore in SF on 7/1 so i'm hoping i get to go.
work has been kind of busy. actually kind of is an understatement. i've been doing my own work plus i have to do all of camille's now that she's gone and i still do PIF stuff and have to work on the title project. YARF I SAY! we're supposedly getting 3 temps tomorrow but i don't know if it will happen or not. if we do get them, i found out this morning that i have to train them. yay. *sarcasm* go me.
they don't pay me enough for this shit.
i left early for a doctor appointment today so got home a bit earlier than normal.. probably around 4:30ish well next thing i know seth is kicking me in the ass and telling me to get up cause he's hungry.. it was like 6:45 and he had just gotten home from work. i must have fallen asleep watching good eats.. it was a nice nap but i couldn't hardly wake up. i'm still really tired so i should probably go back to bed.
i straightened my hair. it's gotten all long. weird. i think i'm going to put some really dark chocolatey colored streaks in it at some point. it's too blond right now. with a little bit of red in the back. this is the longest i've gone without dying my hair in years. i think the end of march was the last it was dyed cause i did it right before we went to san diego. oh well. i need it to grow in alot more before i start dying it again. it has gotten so freakin thin over the last year or so from all the dye. i should probably see if lor will trim it too.
so now i'm really going to bed.
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| ultra lubricated |
[Jun. 2nd, 2006|08:08 pm] |
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| | home. at last. | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | complacent | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Jack Off Jill-Vivica | ] |
i am so damn glad to be home. work was... hectic. i got a ton of stuff done though.
and yesterday i moved into my 3rd new cubicle since january. the 4th since i started in september. i just can't sit still can i? alas it is only until the end of july when we close and i have to get a new job. yippee skippy.
for some reason i've had a bit of a gun obsession lately. it's odd cause i really don't like guns at all. but as art they're ok.
does that make any sense?
tragicdisco.deviantart.com
go there and look at my artwork bitches. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 31st, 2006|08:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Supersuckers-Pretty Fucked Up | ] |
rawr. i just wrote a whole entry and this ijournal thingy deleted it on me when i went to submit it.
DAMN YOU IJOURNAL! DAMN YOU TO HELL! |
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| i reject your reality and substitute my own |
[May. 31st, 2006|07:59 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mi casa | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Supersuckers-Pretty Fucked Up | ] |
the song i'm downloading is taking forfuckingever, and limewire hate my computer so i can't really do anything else while it's open. gah.
mythbusters is on *dances*
i need a stock photo of a black stiletto for an art project i want to do but i'm having trouble finding one and i don't have my camera here and alas i'm fresh out of black stilettos.
i need to be more girly. |
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| seth hates this song |
[May. 30th, 2006|09:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | (still) on my bed | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Bubba Sparxxx (Ying Yang Twins)-Booty Rockin' Everywhere | ] |
long walks in the semi darkness make me all giddy and happy like. even if i am a lazy ass.
it got almost completely dark by the time we got back home and it reminded me ALOT of back in the day when i would stay at jens in randle and we'd all go for walks at like 4am. see, randle is a super small town with one main intersection. it's the kind of place that people don't lock their doors at night or their cars when they go in a store. and the road that runs directly in front of the apartment she lived in had like no traffic whatsoever that late at night so we would walk down past where the street lights ended and do absolutely nothing. i remeber on night laying in the road watching the moon and stars and listening to the cars go by.. it was oddly peaceful.
*clarification- the cars weren't driving on the road i was laying in. there are 2 roads that run paralell to each other.. one is a main road through town.. the other used to be but it's really narrow and twisty/windy/dark so people don't use it much at night unless they live off of it.*
it makes me smile thinking about that.
i remember what i was wearing that night too.. my ninja turtle pants and nine inch nails t-shirt. why do i remember this? because i'm weird. and i have a picture o.0
i'm in a weird mood tonight.
i also thought about the weekend i spent at evergreen that i didn't eat the whole time i was there cause i was sick but everyone thought i was anorexic. which annoyed me cause i was fucking hungry but everytime i ate anything i had explosive diarrhea so it was easier to just not eat god damn it.
^^^ i've been holding that thought in for the last 5 years. |
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| alligators in the new york sewer? |
[May. 30th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | on my bed | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | full | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Mindless Self Indulgence-2 Hookers (Live) | ] |
i feel like whining.
and quite frankly i'm not sure why.
work was sort of irritating but it went by really fast. yesterday i completely cleaned the bedroom and rearranged it. it's all pretty now. then i got really bored so i seperated ALL of our laundry. it was a pile about 3 feet wide and knee high.. i got stuck in the middle of it. yeah so now i'm trying to do laundry like crazy.
at lunch today, i went to the dollar store. bad idea. however i didn't buy myself anything. except a bag of sugar free candy. and a deck of speed racer playing cards that i forgot at work. i got jen a ton of shit though... jelly donut flavored lip gloss, speed racer playing cards, a little paper embosser thing and a bug catching kit. oh and a ribbon that says "potty training award" cause it made me laugh. i'm such a dork sometimes.
lor waxed my eyebrows yesterday and i guess since i had a bit of a sunburn, it had a bad reaction to my skin cause now my eyebrows are all broken out and red and itchy. i look freakish. yay me!
and i have onion breath. |
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| sleeeeepy |
[May. 20th, 2006|10:17 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Girl Scout | ] |
i don' know why i'm so damn tired today. i woke up around 8:30.. we went to walnut creek and i got really light headed and short of breath.. that kind of sucked.. so we came home and cleaned the living room a bit then i took a nap for a few hours and ate dinner and watched like 6 episodes of good eats and now i'm sitting here.
I SHOULDN'T BE TIRED THOUGH!!!!
whatever.
when we went to walnut creek.. we went to crate & barrel and got a new can opener then we went to walk over to williams sonoma. well, we went the kind of long way and went between a bunch of stores to cut across to the next street over.. when we got over there the street was blocked off and overrun with dogs. it was kind of weird. there were a bunch of booths set up and a band playing and stuff. still don't know what was going on but some of the dogs were really freakin cute. some old guy was pushing his collie around in a stroller instead of making her walk. |
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| my armpit itches |
[May. 14th, 2006|08:45 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
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| | Garbage - #1 Crush | ] |
i think i'm actually tired of spending every weekend at seths parents house. not in the sense that i don't like it there cause i really do, it would just be nice to be able to stay home and sleep in my own bed once in awhile.
fuck face started moving out thursday. him and the dog are gone but most of his stuff and all of his mess are still here. but at least he dog is gone...
it was like 95 degrees out today. too. fucking. hot.
popsicles are good though.
oh i got a really cool bag today that i'm going to make into a laptop bag.. i just need some foam & green fabric. |
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| it's not a place, it's a state of mind |
[May. 9th, 2006|09:07 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | lethargic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Korn - Blind | ] |
new layout. w00t!
my leg itches and i really want to listen to garbage and read goosebumps books. jesus.. i'm reverting back to my childhood. oh well. if i'm going to go all out ghetto childhood i need my dog sleeping on my feet and a plate of bisquick & water pancakes with fake butter and no syrup.
that wasn't so much when i was a kid as it was more like 7th - 8th grade. and yes i read goosebumps books when i was that old so fuck you.
i still read nancy drew books. but thats a whole other story/obsession/guilty pleasure kind of thing. and only the original 56 nancy drew books. everything after that was crap. just like everything after the original 48 or so goosebumps books sucked ass. welcome to dead house and one day at horrorland were my favorites.
cherry coke makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. or maybe thats just the carbonation.. |
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| salsa shark |
[May. 5th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | irritated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Supersuckers - Pretty Fucked Up | ] |
ok so when you really need to look at porn.. GO FUCKING RENT SOME!
don't go into your roommates bedroom and use their computer without asking.. just because said computer owner was dumb enough not to lock the computer when she left for work yesterday does not mean that you have fucking permission to use the computer or to even be in my god damn bedroom without mother fucking asking.
can you tell i'm pissed?
i can't wait to move out of here. it makes me want to hurt someone every time i leave the bedroom. we haven't been in the kitchen for over a month because ass face leaves shit all over the place.
arrrgh.
thinking about this is giving me a headache. |
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| ??? |
[Apr. 29th, 2006|07:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Sneaker Pimps - Post Modern Sleaze | ] |
so why did working on a saturday seem like a good idea yesterday when they asked me? i spent 5 hours out of a perfectly good saturday sitting at work sorting through titles and now i'm dead tired and highly irritated. go figure. i think i might go take a nap. probably a stupid idea cause i'll wake up at like 10 and not go back to sleep till 6 in the morning. gah.
what ever happened to actually going out and doing stuff?
oh yeah.. no money and seth is busy playing video games.
maybe i'll go over to safeway and get some vodka, orange juice, and sprite and see if i can talk seth in to playing the good eats drinking game with me.
work has been making me want to start smoking again. bad bad bad shelby. mostly cause i've been super jittery the last few days and if i smoke, i have to concentrate on it so i start to calm down. the downside of that is lung cancer. and the fact that smoking is a nasty habit and it annoys me when other people do it. fucking hypocrite bitch. weeeee!
maybe i'll go order some books. why does buying useless shit make me feel better?
i should be getting my laptop in a few weeks.. then i can finally start playing diablo again. it lags like a bitch on this computer so i haven't played at all since i got it.
does your computer ever make unidentifiable noises at you? or when you start hearing instant messenger alert sounds and have no new messages then realize it's not your computer thats making them and your such a geek that there are 2 computers in your bedroom?
or is that just me? |
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